Pray, Allah hears you :')

Assalamualaikum. HOLLAA eveliwan~~!!!! <--- nampak tak eksaited di situ? K, tak nampak >.<' This entry supposed to be in December 2012, sebabnya saya nak update pasal two amazing weekends i had with the beloved family and friends and the bittersweet memories all along in 2012. Plan baik punya nak update blog one day before balik palam, which is sabtu, masa cuti mid sem. Tapi tu laa, we can always plan. But Allah's plan is way too good than ours. We can't deny that.

Anyway, there's a reason why i couldnt make it that day. I was rushing to kl with my parents. Why? Because both of my twin nephews were admitted to the hospital. It was such a miserable moment to the whole family i could say. Harith masuk icu, Haikal pun kena masud wad. Padahal tak sampai seminggu the last time jumpa dorang and dorang okay sihat lagi. Sampai je PPUM, terus pegi tengok Harith kat wad icu. There's no words to describe the feeling when we see the one we love so much is fighting for life. He's only 7 months to suffer this. Allah saja lah yang tahu macam mana sedihnya my family as well as kakak ipar's family. But the only way we can do is pray. Doa semoga Allah sembuhkan both of the twins especially Harith, yang guna mesin untuk bernafas, which is the last way as told by the doctor. So, itu la first time kot, sleepover kat hospital. So far masa kat hospital tak nampak dgn mata sendiri kakak ipar menangis, how strong she is, tapi petang ahad masa kat surau tu kakak ipar nangis jugak sebab takut jadi apa2 kat Harith since tak ada improvement. Tu yang buat me, my mom and sis sebak sekali. And the thing we need the most is doa daripada semua orang. Because we were too afraid if anything bad might be happened to Harith. And this led me to text semua kawan2 baik saya the same message, so that they can pray too for Harith's recovery. (Kalau raya pun tak send msg kat ramai orang terus macam ni-.-). Disebabkan isnin esok tu ada kelas and kena hantar lab report bio, saya balik jugak palam malam tu. Kalau ikutkan hati yang berat sangat nak balik tu memang tak balik lah kot. :[

The picture of Harith masa guna mesin ;((

As we know, 1st January(selasa) kan cuti, so after kelas that monday, saya pegi PPUM sendiri, all alone from palam, dah la first time sesorang. K, anything for you Harith. :') Alhamdulillah, i managed to arrive at the PPUM by my ownself. Lega sangat dapat tengok Harith sendiri instead of dengar khabar from my mum je. Sepanjang kat sana, saya tengok sendiri macam mana nurse2 tu sedut kahak Harith and Haikal through mulut and hidung. Meronta2 dorang. ;( But it's okay, kahak itu harus dihapuskan. =.='' Day by day, alhamdulillah both of them are getting better. Haikal dah dapat keluar hospital semalam. Allahuakbar, Allah Maha Besar, Harith punya wayar2 oxygen pun dah boleh bukak walaupun tak dapat discharge lagi. Alhamdulillah, terima kasih Ya Allah. :')

And here, we are disappointed much. Mesin oxygen yang dorang pakaikan dekat Harith is TOO ketat sampai lebam macam tu. Pity him tak pasal2 dapat sakit lain pulak. :[

Haikal :')

Terima kasih jugak to kawan2 yang bila jumpa saya je tanya macam mana keadaan twin, tak kurang jugak yang msg tanya, terima kasih. Saya terharuuuuu sangatsangatsangat. And i know, ini semua pun berkat doa korang jugak. Thanks a lot. Alhamdulillah ya Allah for giving me these amazing people. Hopefully Harith dgn Haikal akan sihat sepenuhnya because i love both of them soo much. Aamiin. <3<3 :')

Stealing some time

Peace be upon you. ;)

This gonna be a short post, since i am currently waiting for my laundry and yes, it's almost maghrib here. Tapi saje2 kejap nak update Mister Blog ni. Muehehe. Talking about my study, alhamdulillah, first week of second sem dah berlalu. After all, hmm, not so many changes, syukur la. But the timetable! Seriously it's killing me. Kelas starts at 8.30 am and ends at 7.20 pm. How nice it is? Tapi berbekalkan kesabaran yang tinggi, *cewahh, insyaAllah i'll get through this, plus, jadual tu hanya untuk this first 3 weeks perhaps. May Allah ease. Aamiin... Hmm whats next? I will be having my mid sem break lagi 2 minggu. :)) Ahh, takde idea nak cakap apa. =.= haha. Okay need to go. Salam maghrib. :)

A long way to go

Assalamualaikum. Hai heyloo! *lelambai tangan* ;D Saya sekarang sedang menikmati hari2 terakhir cuti sem di rumah dalam keadaan kurang sihat, dan akan menyambung pengajian saya untuk sem 2 lagi beberapa hari. Ceyy ayat. Some of my friends yang fast track dah masuk sem 2 and ada yang nak habis dah. It's okay, congratulations to them! :)

Alhamdulillah, i had done with my first semester for foundation in science at UiTM Puncak Alam or so called Palam.<---walaupun tak berapa suka, i'm still using it ;D. Alhamdulillah, result sem 1 pun dah lama dapat. Walaupun tak berjaya nak dapatkan 4 flat, after all, i'm still grateful and happy for the result. Sebab saya tak expect. What i was expected.....hm entah la. However, i know, i really know, usaha saya masa sem 1 tak seberapa, banyak gangguan emosi, banyak sangat, tapi saya tahu saya tak boleh layan perasaan tu. Because it leads me to something bad. Nak study tak boleh, nak nangis and so on. But i believe, ini rezeki Allah nak bagi.

Last payyperr final ialah paper CTU which like Islamic Studies. Ikutkan memang dah malas nak study malam before exam CTU tu sebab baru habis paper chemistry yang tak cukup masa, of course rasa stress, plus, jari luka kena apa entah and darah tak nak berhenti keluar. Wah panjang pulak reasons -.- yet, i remind myself. Takkan tak nak study langsung. At least you give some efforts, then Allah will help you. Sebab Allah kan Maha Penyayang. Dia akan bantu hambaNya yang berusaha. Ok, ni sebenarnya untuk mengingatkan diri sendiri supaya keep on fighting!! >.< Man jadda wa jada which means 'Whoever work hard will get the success'. InsyaAllah. My sem 1 result 'tak cantik' dekat english subject. Therefore, i really need to improve my english. Either in writing, speaking, reading or listening. But still, there are a lot of improvements i need to do on other subjects as well. 

Btw, i found this one blog really help me to learn the basic in grammar. http://muetmyway.blogspot.com/2011/10/muet-2011-grammar-tips.html 

What should i do now is stop thinking about my sem 1 result, and put a greater effort in sem 2. Because i know where i belong to, and what my level is. Sem 1 result promise you nothing, if you're still dreaming! kahkah. lol, be serious, nad. Please for this time. -.-

Cita-cita saya tinggi. Tinggi lagi daripada bangunan ni. *Ehh :D

I'm hoping for a better semester. May Allah ease everything. Semoga semuanya lebih baik dalam semester 2. InsyaAllah.

Key ell, Aku Datang~!

(sambungan Istanbul, Aku Datang!) haha ;D
Assalamualaikum~!

lolss. Bajet sungguh la =.=' hehe. Nahh, i'm here for nothing ekceli. Just dropping by to update about my vacation. Cewahh. Bukan vacation sangat pun. Just pegi kl jalan2 sikit, shopping2 sikit, cuci2 mata sikit. Okay semua sikit2 je ;P. It was like 'membawa diri' gituu. lol again! Just kidding. But seriously, it was fun. Sebab saya dah laaaaaaama tak shopping ni. keke. Thanks to my mum and sister for accompanying me. <3<3<3

<3 Mum & Sister <3

Oh not to forget, the saddest part is when i forgot to bring the battery of my camera. Okay yang tu sangat sedih sebab handphone saya dah la tengah rosak. T.T I started to blame myself for being this careless. And start emo and start sedapkan hati sendiri by saying ada hikmahnya tertinggal battery camera tu. As the saying goes, everything happens for a reason. hihik ;p. Dan terbuktilah, ada hikmahnya! Sepanjang kat kl tu galaxy note my brotha punya jadi harta saya. XD kahkah. Entah kenapa my brotha and sister in law bagi saya bawak handphone tu bila nak keluar jejalan padahal tak mintak pun. So, nampak tak tu? Setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya ;) hihihi. Yang seronoknya boleh online 24 hours. Ok cukup2. -.-

The funniest part is, ok, just imagine when a bangla call you 'BANGLA'. I was like, hei, siapa yang bangla sekarang? Hahaha, dalam hati je la cakap macam tu. That bangla sebenarnya kerja kat station kakak ipar saya. He called me bangla because my brotha asked him to do so. -.- K, my brotha loves to annoy me. Kakak ipar saya cakap bangla2 yang kerja kat kaunter tu ada kelulusan degree, thats why dorang boleh jaga kaunter. Dorang kerja kat sini sebab susah nak cari kerja kat negara Bangladesh dorang. Kesian jugak kan? So my sis pulak cakap, moral of the story, do not look down on bangla people. Haha. :))

Chocolate flavour from Bonjuk Tea, my favourite ;)

Till here for now. Sayonara~ ;)

A friend in need is a friend indeed

Assalamualaikum...! Akibat kebosanan yang melanda, maka moh ler kite merepekk di sini pulak. kekeke. Aaaa actually takde idea pun nak tulis ape ni tapi rasa macam nk cerita apa berlaku setahun lepas which is 15 Nov 2011. Ha apa yg berlaku pun? *jengjengjeng.

Hurmm.. takde apa2 menarik pun sebenarnyee sebab masa tu ialah my second day of  SPM! Apa yg buat saya ingat sampai sekarang is saya start demam hari tu la. Just imagine, I fell sick on my second day of SPM! Allah saja lah yang tahu mcm mana perasaan saya masa tu. Kawan2 lain tengah struggle pulun apa semua tapi saya? Terbaring atas katil. Yes, sedihh. But, alhamdulillah, i am very lucky to be given such friends: Pika, Fatin, Meena and lain2. They helped me a lot. So i guess this post untuk korang lah. untuk bagitahu how much i appreciate you guys in my life. *ecewah, no, like seriously :') sebelum tu, nak selitkan ni

*How lovely Allah SWT is kan?*

I still remember, pagi tu paper bi, so petang prep mcm biasa. As usual, saya akan prep kt surau. Tapi prep kejap je saya balik hostel sebab tengah2 hari panas mcm tu saya rasa sejuk yg teramat! (>.<) Dah balik cube, berusaha la untuk study sejarah sebab esok tu exam sejarah weh tapi apakan daya, haha, i fell asleep. And tersedar balik pun bila Meena datang cube saya. And i still remember how panicked she was. back and forth dlm cube. kahkah :D oh rasanya tu la first time saya minum air badak eh? ke air gajah? lol. and first time guna kool fever tu. *kesian. semua Meena belikan. cecehh thank you so much, Meena. <3

*Me between Pika & Meena :)*

To Pika and Fatin pulak, korang la the best cubemates everr. hehe. Thank you for taking care of me. Ahh serious rasa nak nangis taip ni T.T terharu teramat sangattt bila pagi2 tersedar pun sebab korang lap2kan nak bagi panas tu kurang. huhu. Fatin pun teman pg klinik. Pika bg pinjam sweater. Huu sayangnye kite kat korang! Kawan2 lain yg datang melawat pun (haha sounds funny pulak guna 'melawat' -.-') and cikgu2 yg dtg checked on me, terima kasih sangat. Dyra and sape2 lagi (sorry,tak ingat-,-) yang tolong call Ustazah Suzana pagi sebelum exam Maths tu, terima kasih. Oh, Tarinee pun terima kasih untuk lumuran air bunga raya yang ala2 spa tu. hihihi. Apa2 pun thank you veryy2 much haa for your time. Semoga Allah saja yg balas semua pertolongan kalian. hehe. :')

*Dyra, Fatin & me :)*

*Semua gambar diambil from fb Meena sbb guna camera dia. hehe. Mekacihh :D

Last but not least *cm dlm essay gitu, a big and a big thanks to all of you especially Pika, Meena and Fatin. One thing you guys should know that i will never ever forget any one of you and I do looveee youuu.  Hope our friendship will last till jannah, in shaa Allah. Hafizhakallah dear friends. Lotsa love, me. :)