Pray, Allah hears you :')

Assalamualaikum. HOLLAA eveliwan~~!!!! <--- nampak tak eksaited di situ? K, tak nampak >.<' This entry supposed to be in December 2012, sebabnya saya nak update pasal two amazing weekends i had with the beloved family and friends and the bittersweet memories all along in 2012. Plan baik punya nak update blog one day before balik palam, which is sabtu, masa cuti mid sem. Tapi tu laa, we can always plan. But Allah's plan is way too good than ours. We can't deny that.

Anyway, there's a reason why i couldnt make it that day. I was rushing to kl with my parents. Why? Because both of my twin nephews were admitted to the hospital. It was such a miserable moment to the whole family i could say. Harith masuk icu, Haikal pun kena masud wad. Padahal tak sampai seminggu the last time jumpa dorang and dorang okay sihat lagi. Sampai je PPUM, terus pegi tengok Harith kat wad icu. There's no words to describe the feeling when we see the one we love so much is fighting for life. He's only 7 months to suffer this. Allah saja lah yang tahu macam mana sedihnya my family as well as kakak ipar's family. But the only way we can do is pray. Doa semoga Allah sembuhkan both of the twins especially Harith, yang guna mesin untuk bernafas, which is the last way as told by the doctor. So, itu la first time kot, sleepover kat hospital. So far masa kat hospital tak nampak dgn mata sendiri kakak ipar menangis, how strong she is, tapi petang ahad masa kat surau tu kakak ipar nangis jugak sebab takut jadi apa2 kat Harith since tak ada improvement. Tu yang buat me, my mom and sis sebak sekali. And the thing we need the most is doa daripada semua orang. Because we were too afraid if anything bad might be happened to Harith. And this led me to text semua kawan2 baik saya the same message, so that they can pray too for Harith's recovery. (Kalau raya pun tak send msg kat ramai orang terus macam ni-.-). Disebabkan isnin esok tu ada kelas and kena hantar lab report bio, saya balik jugak palam malam tu. Kalau ikutkan hati yang berat sangat nak balik tu memang tak balik lah kot. :[

The picture of Harith masa guna mesin ;((

As we know, 1st January(selasa) kan cuti, so after kelas that monday, saya pegi PPUM sendiri, all alone from palam, dah la first time sesorang. K, anything for you Harith. :') Alhamdulillah, i managed to arrive at the PPUM by my ownself. Lega sangat dapat tengok Harith sendiri instead of dengar khabar from my mum je. Sepanjang kat sana, saya tengok sendiri macam mana nurse2 tu sedut kahak Harith and Haikal through mulut and hidung. Meronta2 dorang. ;( But it's okay, kahak itu harus dihapuskan. =.='' Day by day, alhamdulillah both of them are getting better. Haikal dah dapat keluar hospital semalam. Allahuakbar, Allah Maha Besar, Harith punya wayar2 oxygen pun dah boleh bukak walaupun tak dapat discharge lagi. Alhamdulillah, terima kasih Ya Allah. :')

And here, we are disappointed much. Mesin oxygen yang dorang pakaikan dekat Harith is TOO ketat sampai lebam macam tu. Pity him tak pasal2 dapat sakit lain pulak. :[

Haikal :')

Terima kasih jugak to kawan2 yang bila jumpa saya je tanya macam mana keadaan twin, tak kurang jugak yang msg tanya, terima kasih. Saya terharuuuuu sangatsangatsangat. And i know, ini semua pun berkat doa korang jugak. Thanks a lot. Alhamdulillah ya Allah for giving me these amazing people. Hopefully Harith dgn Haikal akan sihat sepenuhnya because i love both of them soo much. Aamiin. <3<3 :')